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[25 May 2005|02:40pm]
[ mood | GAY! ]

wow....how do i manage to go so long with out updating....????


Ok well why does it seem that people always get the wrong impression of me? could it be ignorance...how about the fact that modern society is upseen with judging people with one cold stare? oh well..... anyways so yah its been approximently 3 months since krystal left....its been really tough but surprisingly not as hard as i imagined....i mean we've only been best friends for 21 months i mean its not that long...but i can't remember...wellllll prefer not to remember my life before she came into the picture....

Ughhhh i need to loose weight....its bugging me...no matter what i do...i never loose the few pounds i hate off my stomache....typical right?!?!...anyways...summers almost here....yay!...ughhhhh but summer means bathing suit...and ickkk me minus shirt in a bathing suit equalls ickkyyyyy!....lol....but i love summer...plus only a few weeks till technically were considered seniors.....YAHYAHHHHH! SENIORS '06!!!!!!!!


WORDS OF ADVICE: DON'T MESS WITH THE 'O6!

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[01 Apr 2005|08:15am]
[ mood | sad ]

R.I.P GRAMMY YO
March 31, 2005
I LOVE YOU!
http://www.legacy.com/HartfordCourant/LegacySubPage2.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=3365904

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[16 Mar 2005|10:01am]
[ mood | blah ]

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[02 Mar 2005|10:24am]
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[28 Feb 2005|08:15am]
[ mood | WTF DO U THINK? ]

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~*~ I MISS YOU KRYSTAL ~*~

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[17 Feb 2005|10:14am]
[ mood | horny ]

ok yah so i met this kid Cal yesterday..........SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAWTTTTTTTTTTTTT WANT TO EAT THE PASTA....oh wait already did....*SMILES* hehehe....hes wicked cool and left for London todizzle and won't be back for 2 weeks but im meeting this kid james tomarrow so excited *SMILES* but seriously this kid Cal was awesome like you don't even know...but if you wanna know more just ask ;)

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[16 Feb 2005|01:10pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

blahhhhhhhhh..............and heres the run down,
METALS- still kicks ass.....made fun of ambers project and started my 2nd project which is the wire project...im making a heartagram necklace....I love that class.....
ALGEBRA/CHEM/HISTORY-sucked as usual.......

not much happened just really depressed that krystal is moving :(

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[15 Feb 2005|08:34pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

ok today.......
HEALTH-fun actually, took a really easy and short quiz then went to student support with Josalynn and mrs. MMR finnaly kicked us out and by the time we got back people were almost done with the quiz. then talked to her about boys all class during our assignment....specially bout this boy greg :)....
PHOTOGRAPHY- worked on the modeling project and i learned how tough it is to be hot and a model but you know....michelle, me and steph are going to a show on monday its gonna be awesome....
ENGLISH- BLAH!!!!!!
SPANISH- FUNNY AS HELL!
GSA SO MUCH FUN!!!!! Devynn and I are friends again and me her and travis are on a commitee together. shall be funnnnn :) I can't wait till true colors.....
Dawson gave me and ivan a ride home then blah blah blah.......


~*~ DREAMING ~*~

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[15 Feb 2005|10:04am]
[ mood | blah ]

wow its been exactly 3 months since my last update....i missed lj......its so great to be back........ummmm no long entry but so much has been going.... ummmmm monday im goin to a punchline,hellogoodbye,hidden in plain view, a thorn for every heart and SOMETHING LIKE SILENCE....then on march 8th MBR,MCS, the matches, from first to last, then on march 9th SugarCult Hawthone Heights, Anberlin, Hopesfall and head Automatica, and then on april 22nd the rueled by Ramen tour- Fallout Boy,silverstein,the academy is,gym clas heros and these green eyes...........AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW MANNNNNNNNNN!
I SHALL UPDATE L8R!
~*~ MATTIE ~*~

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[22 Nov 2004|06:35pm]
[ mood | awake ]

ok so sat afternoon im gettin ready to leave to find a job when danielle calls and says tj offered the two of us spots on his guest list.....i freaked.....my mom dropped us off...it was so kool being on a guest list....then we saw forgive and forget...again...then headed over to the mainstage...saw my new fav band LIKE YESTERDAY <33333 Mark is so hawttttt!!!....mosh pits were insain...then came Funeral For A Friend.....also hawtt.....atreyu was ehhhhhhh......but again the mosh pits were fucking amazing.......then came TAKING BACK SUNDAY :))))))......they played every song i wanted to and yah....so im walking into the bathroom during atreyu and who do i bump into adam....but it was so sudden i didn't realized who i bumped into till after he was gone...im such a loser:).....yah ok moving on...after the show i met Mark from LIKE YESTERDAY :):):):) hes so fucking gorgeous...and we got stuff signed...and while danielle was talking to her lil emo boy..i well hugged Mark and it was so great....btw hes so gay :)........neways he wants me to join there street team.......danille got the set list and a piece of a shirt signed by Adam so yah she was so lucky!

~*~ LIKE YESTERDAY ~*~

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[13 Nov 2004|12:11pm]
[ mood | words cant explain it ]

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[06 Nov 2004|01:26pm]
[ mood | floating on cloud 9:) ]

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[31 Oct 2004|08:52pm]
[ mood | mixed emotions w/sad domintion ]

ok yah so went over AMY's house...her bro is gayer than me...then went out with HER and karen.....we went trick'o'treatin.....it was fun...i think i kinda like AMY but yah idk...mett up with naja...then i saw this kid who looked exactly like BOBBY and started crying but like made of fool outta myself so they didn't know i was crying....but it made me realize how much i miss him and want to be with him....:(....neways...we were walking and i turned to AMY and was like i don't ever want this nite to end but i don't think she took me seriously...lots o candy....a glow in the dark foot...and cherrioosssssss.........ok well im hyper and i didn't want this night to end........

btw...don't yall love my new icon :) hehe....

~*~ MIXED EMOTIONS ~*~

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[31 Oct 2004|04:39pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN BITCHES!!!

ok ummm yah going out trick or treatin with karen and AMY and karens chalie brown im linus and AMY's a pimp (im her bitch yo) lol neways....amy now has a sexy el jay......i helped make it:)....yo....btw.............like my new sexy icon........its so true....only the cool guys kiss....:) im out like a deaf kid in musical chairs........
~*~ TRICK OR TREATIN ~*~

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[31 Oct 2004|04:39pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN BITCHES!!!

ok ummm yah going out trick or treatin with karen and AMY and karens chalie brown im linus and AMY's a pimp (im her bitch yo) lol neways....amy now has a sexy el jay......i helped make it:)....yo....btw.............like my new sexy icon........its so true....only the cool guys kiss....:) im out like a deaf kid in musical chairs........
~*~ TRICK OR TREATIN ~*~

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[29 Oct 2004|01:47pm]
[ mood | confused ]

ok yah so apparently i have Isomnia....and i can't wait till monday to c my pychiatrist......did u hear that.....me...want...to....go.......thats how bad it is..........is it a crime to wanna be happy????.........yah so i was talking to Tony and apparently zoloft is good but idk im gonna take whatever the doc gives me yo...........its pissing me off cause the rents are worse than ever.....yahhh but thats ok cause ive got tony and krystal and lauren and sheri.........yo so w.e..............ummmmmmmmmmm..................plans for halloween....not yet determined.....making them with krystal today if u want in.........neways im out......

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[28 Oct 2004|06:53pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

http://www.jamn945.com/media/Lean%20Back%20(Red%20Sox).wma

HOT DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN..........I SO WISH WE WERE IN BOSTON RIGHT NOW..........:) RED SOX ARE MY HOMMIES AND ILL ADDMIT I CRIED LAST NIGHT I WAS SO HAPPY..........IT SO AWESOME TO HAVE THE CURSE LIFTED.......

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[28 Oct 2004|06:36am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

IN CASE U WERE UNCOOLIOOS AND DIDN'T WATCH GAME 4 ILL FILL U IN........THE RED SOX FUCKING WON..........NO MORE FUCKING CURSE.....WORDDDDDDD UPPPPPPPP YOOOOOOOOOO........THEY ACCTUALLY WON THE WORLD SERIES......I KNOW I CAN'T BELIEVE IT EITHER........:)....................................FILL THAT IN WITH ME BLABBING ON ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE THE RED SOX AND HOW MUCH DAMON ROX MY SOX.........LOL NEWAYS.......YAH SO CALLED SHERRI ON THE PHONE 2SECONDS AFTER THEY WON.....AND SHES LIKE OMG UR SO HYPER AND SO HAPPY I WAS LIKE I KNOW.........................................FILL THAT IN WITH MORE BLABBING ABOUT HOW HAPPY I AM.....:)..............................................AND ONE OF MY FAV'S NO MORE 1918 CHEERS AT CAMP.......2004 JUST DOESN'T SOUND THE SAME :) HAHAHAHAHAHAH WE ALL TOLD U THIS WAS THE YEAR AND NONE OF U BELIEVED US.........86 YEARS AND ITS FINNALY OVER......
~*~ RED SOX BITCH ~*~

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[26 Oct 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

ok yah so monday was ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........but nick made it better cause hes mad coolioos like that yo.......were running 3 miles after school tomarrow non stop...should be interesting...then were gonna work out cause hes gonna help me loose weight yo:)......neways yah ok gym was ehhhhhhhh....orchestra omg tylers pissing me off cause i was one of the few that stuck up for him and thought he was mad coolioos but hes screwing up everything cause he doesn't like it....arg.......lol....neways was one of the few people to turn my chem project in on time.....studied for spanish assesment test during american lit...cheatnotes.com makes up for acctually reading the books lol....got to spanish only to find out the assesment is on thursday not today...arggggggggg......fire drill.....saw nick......swim meet.....hung out with nick for an hour and a half......good times yo......came home and yah........the end of that........
~*~ NICK AND THE RED SOX....WHAT A MIX~*~

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[24 Oct 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

okey once again big update.....
yester day morn got confirmed and came back to the house for a party and got 200 dollars and tons of coolio things...then my mom finnaly took me out to get not one but two red sox shirts.....came home bummed around and watched the game...this morn the RED SOX WON GAME ONE OF THE WORLD SERIES...I<3 them...DAMON ROX MY SOX.....appologized to a bunch of people for being an asshold and surprisingly they did they same to me....now me and tony stagnitta are wicked good friends and now me and tony francionne are becoming friends...tis a cool kid.....the games on top of the 7th 1-2 2 outs 6-1 RED SOX keep up the good work...off to finish my homework :(
~*~things might be getting better~*~


EDIT: SAY WERD! RED SOX WON 2 GAMES IN THE SAME DAY....YEP THE GAME DIDN"T EVEN CARRY OVER TO THIS MORN IT ENDED LAST NIGHT.......6-1 RED SOX.....ONLY 2 MORE TO GO:)

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